Hey there, "life goes on" isn't that a phrase we all have heard over and over again in our lives?
No sure your right life does go on but often in a whole different way and even a different direction.
Back in 2010, when i was still updating this blog i had a rough time in uni.
Don't get me wrong i was still enjoying life in general, just not the future i was aiming at.
To make things a bit easier to understand, here is a small sum up of what life was looking like for me:
I woke up early to get ready for Uni. my first class would start around 8am.
We had two seminars each day lasting around 4 hours each.
so i was in Uni from 8am until 17pm and to be honest most of the time beyond.
we sometimes had days when we had 12 hours Uni, you see for me thats a lot ;)
After Uni i would get back home and do some more studies for the stuff they tried to ponder in my little brain.
after a while it became clear to me that i wasn't enjoying what i was doing and that i needed a change. so i decided to quit, which wasn't an easy decision.
it took me months to admit to myself that i wasn't going the right track for me and that it was OK to quit.
you see i would describe myself as a fighter and not a guy who gives up.
But hey all people out there who question their studies in the moment, it is ok to quit "life goes on".
and it did. after i quit i went back home and started to work in a institution for mentally challenged people with drug addiction.
i ended up working there for almost one and a half years before i would know what was next but let me get there slowly.
after i went home there was the big question "whats next" in the room. my parents motivated me to apply for photography which i ended up doing and failed.
it became clear to me that i wanted to focus on art and that i wanted to do something creative and with the gifts god gave me (still not sure if i am so gifted ;)
i had moved out back home after half a year and lived in a living community with designers and photographers that taught me a lot. it became clear to me that i would apply for "industrial design" here in essen at the "folkwang universität der Künste".
but i tell you folks it was a very long and hard way for me.
ok, i'm gone have a cut here as i am hungry and i don't want you to be bored to much in my first post after almost two years. so enjoy the brake and come back later for more.
be blessed and be a blessing Sebi
