and here we go again

and again my life is packed away.
all my belongings are store more or less neat into my bags and i am off to hankensbüttel again.

my last weeks/months have once again brought me to my personal limits but again i have faught and i have faught bravely. my first exams are over and i really can't believe that i sticked in the studies for so long. more then once i had to ask myself if this is really what i want and more then once have i been on the "couch" of my friends complaining about life and the studies. but i have been rebuked over and over again and i have made it to a point where i started to accept the consequences of the decision i made back in august.

and my friends i am proude to announce that i am happy i did.
here i am a new me, someone who faught kind of the first time in my life for somthing that seemed impossible. i will see how my exams really went in a few weeks but i am excited about the outcome either way i know i did not give up but i stayed and i grew.

thanks to everyon who prayed for me who struggled with me and who kicked me in the butt again and again.

have a great night
sebi