friendships

friendships come and friendships go.
sometimes we don't even recognize that we made new friends and suddenly you find yourself surrounded by new people that you call friends. and sometimes you have to realize that some friendships have moved on.

but what hurts the most, the one thing that feels like someone has ripped out your heart just in front of you is to loose your best friend. sometimes we have to face difficult decisions or life itself takes people away from us. either way loosing your best friend is one of the worst things that could happen to anyone of us. we all love our friendships. for us as singles these friendships mean the world to us and it is the one thing that keeps us going in life. to loose one of these friends is like hitting a wall in hight speed with no seatbelt on. it takes all your energy it turnes a sunny beautiful day into a dark nightmare. it can steal you joy, your peace, your motivation to do anything at all. even your body reacts to it. you feel sick, powerless, weak. stomach cramps and the feeling of throwing up become your dark passanger. it feels like loosing part of your personality. our friends are the people that build us up, that teach us that show us the good and the bad. our friends are our teachers. our friends are our soundingboards. nobody wants to loose this. but sometimes we have to let go. sometimes we need to move on. sometimes we need to face the hard and cold reality of life and need to let go. sometimes we need to let our hearts be ripped out. sometimes we need to be in incredible pain. sometimes we have to loose all our joy all our trust.

sometimes we have to loose our best friends...and then we realize that the only best friend in our lifes is jesus christ. the only person, the only friendship, the only relationship that will never change, that will never fail is the one we have with jesus christ. his love for us never fails.

i love my best friend.
sebi